[Verse]
The promise of all that’s yet to happen/
What when and where a season full of question asking/
Telling God your schemes honestly you’ll get Him laughing/
Maybe I was wrong to think that I could make it rapping/
Been out the club for so long I hope they let me back in/
Give me a chance and hear my plans before you send me packing/
Performing on these stages hope I get a blessed reaction/
I might just should rip my shirt off so they can sense my passion/
Now your boys are listening, your girlfriends are glancing/
They wanna get close, like Delilah next to Samson/
I'm an artist I can't get you with my sexy dancing/
But I might just sell enough records to buy a extra mansion/
At events with Branson, LA then the Hamptons/
The future’s looking good and so am I yes I’m handsome/
But this is all a joke of course its just pretend I'm acting/
I can barely afford to pay my rent before I get that jacket/
Instead we sit in bars, flipping cards, three pints/
Shouting at the football on the screen shooting the breeze like/
I just want a sweet wife, sexy on the beach type/
Bill of course wants a Porsche lift up doors in clean white/
Talking as if we've been signed, shining like a street light/
Acting like we're superstars and keep the circle real tight/
Honestly it seems like a lot of talk and a lack of movement/
Even doing something different is a vast improvement/
So then have to do this yes for the sake of my kids/
People been taking the mick I'm shamed of the place that I'm in/
Doubting myself in a way guess I’m naming my sins/
I turn to writing songs a case of my favourite things/
Does something to my soul I pray for the change that it brings/
Nobody cares if my days become famous and bling/
I guess I’m just another name I ain't claim to be king/
Tell me now if your emotions stay just the same when I sing/

[Chorus]
I wonder where we go from here/
Situation's bad trying not to show my fear/
Pillow soaked in the aftermath of flowing tears/
Father please speak to me let me know your near/
Don't feel like my purpose is to walk alone/
Trying to build but my feelings are the cornerstone/
My decisions always lead me down the wrong way/
I sing the blues cos I'm feeling what the songs say/
There's gotta be more to life than survival/
Looking over my shoulder where ever I go/
And it seems like everybody I know/
Is a blind soul they just wanna find home/
Hey, we need something kind of wonderful/
Like the feeling of a kiss from the one you love/
It’s a very long road and we're travelling/
No guarantees that we're ever come back again.../